Revived and Restored after lamentations

After months of lamentation , God sent me his answers ....I have been in state of lamenting about my self and my community but my father is so good to keep loving me despite of my shortcomings. After reflecting and thinking of it several times . God gave me his answer about his perfect plan for my life inside His beloved community which is CFC-YFC . All of us knew what happened to our community is a big storm that almost destroyed everything, but God is so great and loving to protect us from that storm same as of what happened to me. I have faced my storm in my life again but this one is different because i almost give up and stop holding in his love . One thing that make it so hard is the split of my community and i was affected so much by it. There comes a time when I dont know where to turn but God showed me the right path . With this I have decided to stay in my current affilitiation which is the CFC GLOBAL MISSION FOUNDATION though I am going to stay in CFCGMF I will always value the lessons i have learned in CFC-FFL and share it to my Fellow YFC in CFCGMF , I will live in the Charism of both CFC because i believe that it is God's plan to do mission for life renewal of families and building nation not only for the poor but to all of us . I will always pray that God will touch the hearts of our top leaders in CFC that they will remember what is the true charism of service in God and that is LOVE , I will always pray that someday in God's Time Both CFC will be as one again ONE FAMILY , ONE CFC . I will always pray that both CFC will meet half-way and settle their differences. I know that all of my prayers will be answered by God . may God be praised!